I couldn’t believe that I was home! Finally, after all those years of searching. It felt like I had been away forever, and I never thought that I would see my home again. But there I was, sitting on my couch, staring at you, with my empty face. There was so much garbage around us, and the world seemed to be a much different place than it had been when I left. I couldn’t even remember where or why. I was recalling times when I could still enjoy life.
I enjoyed my last time in that world, waiting for you to take me and the last shard of my soul. It was a surreal moment. Was it worth it? Maybe.
Even for a second, I wasn’t thinking about what would have happened to me in a moment. It happened so unexpectedly, so suddenly. I had no idea where I was. I couldn’t see anything. But you were there, looking at me with the same empty eyes that I remembered.
I didn’t want to have an end like this. I agreed to everything. I didn’t think whether it was the right thing to do or not.
That was the past. Now, it’s the new present. My world, my rules. My time to get my soul shards back. It’s the only way of not dying completely. I won’t believe that this is my home.
